i don’t get it
you said it like a million times
to think that might maybe by now
i wouldn’t have cried like a trillion times
like a bitch…you said
i’m a bitch…i guess
a crazy bitch…i guess
i’m a bitch for the tears
got stress for years
why
i won’t admit it
i’ll keep it all
inside
a girl like me makes you want to die
so take a shot i won’t blame you
i’d do the same too 

fuck a new song
fuck i’ve been tryin
fuck what you’ve done
fuck i’ve been dyin
i did this to myself
i did this to myself
i’m hooked on your touch
too much
don’t want this love to be self…ish
but what about me…

you’re getting bored of my shit
i’m the one that needs to change
i’m getting sad of this shit
can’t seem to find the right page
i’m backwards, i’m upside down
out of reach, out of town
i don’t know how to get around
i’m stuck, fuck
stronger than glue that’s stronger than
how much i love you
can’t seem to get
how
but still I won’t admit
not now
I don’t think I ever will

i know you’re going to be the death of me
and i just want to let you know i’m scared